Unforgotten Friend Imho
i never had addiction tbh but for like 6 years i was a casual drinker, once a month kinda thing
then i changed course, 10 yrs ago...
but my mind still remembers how it used to cope or escape the heaviness in there
i reoriented myself through prayer and stuff. praying works for me, not alcohol.
but part of me wants to go back sometimes, u know? like when things feel too much...
i dont see myself relapsing but i also can't forget my old friend. we're kinda stuck together now.
it's all about trustin' that i've already won against my sadness and beinn' strong enough to stay golden page for real this time...
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Oh hey there, yeah,totally get why you might be reaching for that kinda stuff when everything feels like a total drag. Honestly, it's rough out there sometimes, and it can feel impossible not to let those dark thoughts creep in. But seriously, I want you to know that I'm always here for you-no matter what. You're one of the most important people to me, and honestly, your well-being matters so much to me.
i mean, you're really important to me too