Fear of abandonment and anxiety disorders

Hey there, folks, this is Luna here. So, I'm not quite sure what to say other than talk about my current struggles with anxiety, attachment issues, and that nagging fear of being left behind in relationships. It's definitely a result of some unhealed childhood trauma and even things from when I grew up into an adult. Every time I've been in a relationship, one way or another, someone has cheated on me, lied to me, or just wasn't really there for me. And the funny thing is, I don't recall much about my childhood-so many of the pieces are missing that I need to ask questions just to piece things together.

Right now, though, I'm in a relationship wheer all these anxieties keep popping up again. It's complicated because we both want different things sometimes adn hvae conflicting beliefs too,which isn't easy. But here's the thing-there is real love there. I've tried to let go of it all before, but somehow, every time it just seems like fate brings us back together.

I really do hope this can work out for me. But honestly? I'm at a loss on what to do next. Thanks for listening, guys!