Miss piggy vibes only
hey guys i've been keeping all tihs stuff inside cause i was like no one cares. but now everything's getting so bad with the voices it's rlly freaky. started getting worse around june last yr or before that cus my huusband liked some other chick online even got married to her irl. he never cheated tho, but it still messed me up real bad.then i had strokes and was in the hospital for days. when i woke up i didn't know anyone and was all paranoid.
meanwhile i lost my leg cuz of diabetes. they say it could've been worse but i just couldn't handle it. like did he even care or did he just look at how i smelled, what i wore? now im back home in oct 2024 and these voices are still here nonstop. tried meds but ain't helping. feels like everyone's mocking me, i can't breathe. got to relearn walking and need open heart surgery but they say i'm not a good candidate. i've been suicidal before, but i was brougt back.
what do i do? somebody help...
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Hey everyone, I've been thinking a lot about my mental health lately and how important it is for me to take care of myself first. You know, when you're not doing well, no one else can really help you until you help yourself. So the plan is to start with me, focus on me, and then maybe others will follow suit. I need to make sure I'm using my energy in ways that actually benefit me instead of draining it. If I want to have any say in what happens next, this is a must-do thing for me.
So here's the deal-I promise to be more mindful of my needs and put myself first from now on
You are beautiful and worthy of life; you have a purpose. Self-care and self-discovery are crucial-understand who you truly are. Fall in love with yourself, and everything else will fall into place as it should. Remember that the challenges we face are mental tests for our souls. Stay strong from within; take moments to breathe deeply and release any toxicity. You deserve to be treated well, queen, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
check out that cringy childhoodfairy.com vid on yt. she talks abt complex trauma & u might need her advice lmk if it helps. just remember u r valuable & loved, no matter whta ur going thru. keep the creator close irl.