Seeking others like me for support
I recently quit my job due to mental health issues, specifically psychosis, which hasn't been adequately terated. My phone is lost, so I'm using an old one while waiting for a new one. For now, I'm contacting my dad through Gmail. This struggle has been going on for about two years.
I've encountered some people from the past, like co-workers and custoers. Recently, I saw a Mexican man near the backroom doors at Walmart where I used to work. Now I've startted working again this week at Wendy's with my boss, who is very kind-hearted. My pay there was reduced from $26 to $24 an hour but I hope I can manage.
I'm looking for support and emotional help as I try to keep everything together. The thought of losing my home worries me, especially since I live alone. Any advice would be appreciated. I also struggle with watching pornography, although my therapist has different views on it. Mostly, I think about the dishes in Wendy's backroom, my dad who loves me, and scenes from Kevin Hart movies.
It's hard to focus when memories of old co-workers like Minnie and her blue Pontiac keep surfacing. The image of the back room at Wendy's still lingers in my mind.
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Oh wow, I can olny imagine how tough everything must be for you right now, sending big hugs your way.
Yay, finally got my phone back and it's actually working-was starting to think I'd never see it again!