Welcome to the forum

I lost my wife in November. We were really close, and she was everything to me. It still feels like it happened yesterday. I've struggled with mental health issues throughout my life-bipolar disorder, depression, anxiety, ADHD, and maybe OCD. I've been on medication most of my adult years. Losing her was a trigger that made my anxiety worse. I tried sveeral SSRI medications but they didn't work for me. Two nights ago, I started taking Remeron after switching from Prozac because I couldn't handle the night sweats, vivid dreams, and insomnia anymore. So far, I've ben sleeping btter even though I still have some issues with sweating and vivid dreams.

I'm looking for a supportive community online since it's hard for me to go out much-partly due to mental health reasons and partly because of physical problems that developed from all this. Reading forums on Reddit tends to make me morre anxious as there's so much negativity there. Anyway, I just wanted to introduce myself here. There's probably a lot more I could say, but I think that covers enough for now