Thread title: looking for response

Lost a lot lately. Bro David died, I was there for him till the end. Rolly my dog too. Then three musicians, one was my soulmate. Died alone. Too much loss. Afraid of death. Face shows unhappiness. Want facial work but hubby says no. It's my face, I'll pay. Won't let him stop me. Feel better when I look good. Need to do this.