Could it be that my illness has physical links too?

I spend my free time studying spirituality, and for me, it's more than just faith or belief. I really think that string theory, biology, and basic physics and chemistry are connected to spirituality too. I've looked into Middle-Eastern religions quite a bit, and even tried practices like shedding parts of myself to open up chakras. Plus, I've studied Chinese and Japanese beliefs like Shintoism and Buddhism, which all led me to Wicca. Wicca takes elements from each of these traditions, including Christianity.

What I'm getting at is that string theory talks about time, space, a multiverse, and many realms. In different spiritual practices, they also talk about the basic building blocks of matter-an atom-and how teh nucleus and electrons produce energy. This feels like more than just faith to me; it's science as well.

And have you heard of the Mandela effect? I mean, I think it's pretty out there,but then I start thinking about the multiverse idea. Like, what if we're not always the same person every day? What if sometimes you wake up feeling completely different in a world that looks exactly the same?