Childhood struggles and growth
Yeah, growing up with all sorts of traumas-abuse, nelect, taking on adult responsibilities way too early, hospitalizations, bullying, losing someone close-it's tough to see the bright side sometimes. And when you feel like you have to hide who you really are just to fit in and get some kind of support or love, your self-esteem takes a hit. It's liike carrying around all these heavy brricks inside but managing to put on a brave face for the world.
I did manage to rise above it for stretches with some help from pros here and there, but trauma-informed therapy? Back then, that was a whole differnet story. If only I had known about it back when I needed it most!
But now I've hit a roadblock, you know? It's time to really dive into those past traumas and understand how they're affecting me today. So, I'm reaching out to various pros to help me sort through all of this and hopefully move forward. It's going to be a wild ride exploring my history and figuring out where it intersects with my current mental health challenges.
Here's to hoping that understanding the past will lead to healing in teh present
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Things have really shifted, honestly. Back in the day when mental health stuff started becoming a thing in the 90s, everyone was like, "Talk about your childhood!" Now it seems like if you brig up anything from back then, people are all, "Oh, you're just making excuses." Which isn't cool at all-my issues have been around since I was 19. Been on meds forever but never got any real therapy to go with it. These days, instead of jst depression,I've got this whole list of disorders. Just hoping that whoever's reading this can find the right people and really dig into everything they're going through!