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I think I've been diagnosed with depression, but nothing else so far. I guess sometimes I worry that people see it as just for attention, and it makes me uncomfortable when they confront me about it. Like, I used to cut myself, kind of because others suggested it and to share in a group where people talk about that stuff. And I would also try not eating or restricting my food intake, but only for short periods. Recently, there was this moment where I didn't want to eat at all-thinking maybe I had eaten too much already-and even when my friend came over, I still didn't eat anything. My sister tends to say things like "stop seeking attention" whenever something mental health-related happens. After my friend left that time, she mentioned something along the lines of "Are you starving yourself now for attention?" Which kind of made me want to restrict more, I don't really know why. Maybe it was just making her feel upset with me-I'm not sure.