My luck sux right now

self esteem took a hit this morn cuz a girl who bullied me in college got ppo at a big mnc. last year we applied for the same internship she got an offer but i was waitlisted then nothing. thought shes not getting this role either. now im stuck with avg svc baased mnc and low pkg while she earns way more. all my grades, hard work... fees like waste. stupid prof messed up 5 of my subj gradse cuz i didn't do some work he wanted so no gold medal too. grind for nothing. feel super unlucky rn. also realised being mean doesn't put u on gods bad side eitther. someone said who gets fav from god depends on how much thhey worship not how they treat ppl. makes total sense now. good intentions and benig polite are worth sh*t